Questioning My Existence

Have you ever found yourself questioning your existence?

I sat there in english, taking a spelling test. Then I thought, "I wonder how other people view me," and with that, everything went downhill. I sat there frozen, looking up at the board, wondering who I was. I wondered why I saw, how I spoke, and why was I what I now am. It was indeed an odd moment.

Silent

If I speak, do you hear?

If I break, do you fear?

Am I lost to all reason?

You're gone every season.

I wait, ever so quietly.

I wait, forever silently.

I wonder if you see,

This wretch that is me.

Am I invisible to you?

Am I here at all to you?

I wonder, do I speak?

I wonder, am I a freak?

Maybe I am, not knowing.

Who I am, it's snowing.

As the snow falls, I feel.

The world is frozen, I heal.

Knowing you're not here,

To judge my tears.

I'm lost, do you hear?

My cries, I fear,

Are Silent.